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Showing posts with label Poland. Show all posts
Thursday, October 8, 2026
LGBT History Month 2026: Alojzy Pawłowski's Five Lost Years in Concentration Camps
Arrested and locked up in various concentration camps, Alojzy Pawłowski was forced to spend a total of five years of his life in prison simply because he was gay.
When we look back in time for this LGBT History Month, it is easy for the sheer scale of persecution to reduce its victims to numbers. But behind those numbers were individual lives—gay men and women with families, friendships, hopes, careers, loves, and stories of their own. So many of those stories were never recorded, were deliberately and maliciously erased, or disappeared with the people who lived them. Remembering people like Alojzy Pawłowski allows us to restore, from our own moment in history, some measure of the individuality and humanity that was so savagely denied to them in their lifetimes.
From Arolsen Archives at the International Center on Nazi Persecution:
Alojzy Pawłowski was born in Soły (Ashmyany district/Vilnius Voivodeship) in 1918.He was a Polish national, a Catholic, and a nurse by profession. At 22 years of age, he was sentenced to two years in prison for fornication with men, similar to his partner Jan Ratajczak.
It is written in the ruling: “Defendant 1 [Pawłowski] was employed as an auxiliary nurse from August 30, 1939, until May 28, 1940, […] at the city hospital in Poznań. In May 1940, he met defendant 2 [Ratjczak] at the hospital, who had been admitted there at the end of April with a foot injury. Without first alluding to his intentions in conversation, he lay down in bed with defendant 2 one night around the middle of May. He gripped defendant 2’s genitals, held his own against them, and played until […] he became stiff and ejaculation took place.”
Special Court I of Poznań declared: “The term fornication in Paragraph 175 of the German Criminal Code (StGB) comprises not only coitus-like acts between men, but also any abuse of the body of another person of the same sex for sensual pleasure. As expressly determined by the law, the man who allows himself to be abused by another man for fornication is equal to the man who commits fornication with him. These elements of the crime are present in all three cases.”
Alojzy was also convicted based on Paragraph 174/3 and was considered the seducer: “It was to be taken into account during sentencing that the defendant [Pawłowski] acted as the seducer, and has a proclivity towards perverted fornication. He was therefore not allowed any mitigating circumstances. […] However, it was to be taken into account for the defendant [Ratajczak] that he was seduced into performing the act by the defendant [Pawłowski].”
He served his sentence in Poznań prison and, from August 9, 1940, in Rawicz penitentiary. He was moved to Rawicz prison camp in 1942. He was due to be released in June 1943, but the Gestapo took over.
In August 1942, Alojzy wrote a letter to his aunt, Maria Jankowska. He was curious as to whether his family was in good health. In this text, the censor at Rawicz underlined just a couple of sentences: “[Aunt], you have told me that you have spoken to Edward and that he recently got married. Thank you very much for the greetings, and I ask that you send a short note from me.” That was the last letter between Alojzy and his family. It is not known who Edward was, but Alojzy was once again punished due to this fragment of text.
In August 1943, the Gestapo transported him to Auschwitz concentration camp where he was assigned prisoner number 136627. One year later, he was taken to Ravensbrück concentration camp – then to Mittelbau-Dora concentration camp and Bergen-Belsen concentration camp, where he was freed.
Alojzy Pawłowski returned to Poland after the war and lived in Ustka. He wrote two letters to the Arolsen Archives, one in 1973 and another in 1984. He needed some kind of evidence that he had been a concentration camp prisoner in order to receive a pension.
A guest article by Joanna Ostrowska. The biography of Alojzy comes from her book “Oni. Homoseksualiści w czasie II wojny światowej” (Warsaw 2021).
https://arolsen-archives.org/en/news/five-lost-years-alojzy-pawlowski/
When we look back in time for this LGBT History Month, it is easy for the sheer scale of persecution to reduce its victims to numbers. But behind those numbers were individual lives—gay men and women with families, friendships, hopes, careers, loves, and stories of their own. So many of those stories were never recorded, were deliberately and maliciously erased, or disappeared with the people who lived them. Remembering people like Alojzy Pawłowski allows us to restore, from our own moment in history, some measure of the individuality and humanity that was so savagely denied to them in their lifetimes.
From Arolsen Archives at the International Center on Nazi Persecution:
Alojzy Pawłowski was born in Soły (Ashmyany district/Vilnius Voivodeship) in 1918.He was a Polish national, a Catholic, and a nurse by profession. At 22 years of age, he was sentenced to two years in prison for fornication with men, similar to his partner Jan Ratajczak.
It is written in the ruling: “Defendant 1 [Pawłowski] was employed as an auxiliary nurse from August 30, 1939, until May 28, 1940, […] at the city hospital in Poznań. In May 1940, he met defendant 2 [Ratjczak] at the hospital, who had been admitted there at the end of April with a foot injury. Without first alluding to his intentions in conversation, he lay down in bed with defendant 2 one night around the middle of May. He gripped defendant 2’s genitals, held his own against them, and played until […] he became stiff and ejaculation took place.”
Special Court I of Poznań declared: “The term fornication in Paragraph 175 of the German Criminal Code (StGB) comprises not only coitus-like acts between men, but also any abuse of the body of another person of the same sex for sensual pleasure. As expressly determined by the law, the man who allows himself to be abused by another man for fornication is equal to the man who commits fornication with him. These elements of the crime are present in all three cases.”
Alojzy was also convicted based on Paragraph 174/3 and was considered the seducer: “It was to be taken into account during sentencing that the defendant [Pawłowski] acted as the seducer, and has a proclivity towards perverted fornication. He was therefore not allowed any mitigating circumstances. […] However, it was to be taken into account for the defendant [Ratajczak] that he was seduced into performing the act by the defendant [Pawłowski].”
He served his sentence in Poznań prison and, from August 9, 1940, in Rawicz penitentiary. He was moved to Rawicz prison camp in 1942. He was due to be released in June 1943, but the Gestapo took over.
In August 1942, Alojzy wrote a letter to his aunt, Maria Jankowska. He was curious as to whether his family was in good health. In this text, the censor at Rawicz underlined just a couple of sentences: “[Aunt], you have told me that you have spoken to Edward and that he recently got married. Thank you very much for the greetings, and I ask that you send a short note from me.” That was the last letter between Alojzy and his family. It is not known who Edward was, but Alojzy was once again punished due to this fragment of text.
In August 1943, the Gestapo transported him to Auschwitz concentration camp where he was assigned prisoner number 136627. One year later, he was taken to Ravensbrück concentration camp – then to Mittelbau-Dora concentration camp and Bergen-Belsen concentration camp, where he was freed.
Alojzy Pawłowski returned to Poland after the war and lived in Ustka. He wrote two letters to the Arolsen Archives, one in 1973 and another in 1984. He needed some kind of evidence that he had been a concentration camp prisoner in order to receive a pension.
A guest article by Joanna Ostrowska. The biography of Alojzy comes from her book “Oni. Homoseksualiści w czasie II wojny światowej” (Warsaw 2021).
https://arolsen-archives.org/en/news/five-lost-years-alojzy-pawlowski/
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Thursday, December 26, 2024
Winter World 2024
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| Vienna, Austria |
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| Amsterdam, The Netherlands |
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| Rome, Italy | Photo by fabio_insta88 |
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| Gdańsk, Poland | Photo by Martyna Damska |
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| Athens, Greece | Photo by Romanos Hiliarhopoulos |
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| Chinatown, New York, New York | Photo by Christophe Jacrot |
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| Kinkaku-ji Pavilion, Kyoto, Japan |
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Tuesday, July 7, 2020
BEAUTY: Painting--Joanna Karpowicz
Anubis is the ancient Egyptian god of mummification and the afterlife as well as the patron god of lost souls and the helpless, but in Joanna Karpowicz' series Those With Anubis, we see this god wandering our modern world. He seems to be doing okay for himself, but I can't help but feel a bit of loneliness from him...
Top to bottom: After The Tornado; Anubis At the Fish Market; Anubis Dancing (Autumn); Anubis Fishing; Anubis in Hakone; Anubis On A Weird Bike; Anubis With Gluten; Botanica; Crickets; Diner; Gelato; Long Road Home; Metro; One Phone Call
https://joannakarpowicz.pl/anubis/
Top to bottom: After The Tornado; Anubis At the Fish Market; Anubis Dancing (Autumn); Anubis Fishing; Anubis in Hakone; Anubis On A Weird Bike; Anubis With Gluten; Botanica; Crickets; Diner; Gelato; Long Road Home; Metro; One Phone Call
https://joannakarpowicz.pl/anubis/
Thursday, September 7, 2017
"Pandora" by How To Disappear Completely
I am floating in a delicious, transcendent Alpha state listening to this phenomenal ambient/drone track called "Pandora" by How To Disappear Completely, a live collective based in Poland. The song is part of a new release called "Mer de Revs II," intended to aid in relaxation.
Their release notes say:
"Mer de Revs II - Music For Insomniacs
A study in deliberately soothing textures designed to give the listener space to find stillness and collapse into rest - late night lullabies.
How To Disappear Completely presents Mer de Revs II, second installment of our experimental sleep music project. Almost eighty minutes of new music composed and recorded over twelve month period (a song per month), 2016/2017. Recording this album we wanted to keep the same aesthetics - simple as possible, minimal amount of gear as possible. We hope you enjoy our latest release as much as we did recording it and we can't thank you all enough for your support. As always, thanks for listening.
Mer de Revs Sessions (Recorded in 2016/2017)
NOTE: The sound contained on this release is intended and specially designed to fit the headphones. All perceived silence and audio deformations were intended."
https://www.facebook.com/HTDC-319195858174808/
Their release notes say:
"Mer de Revs II - Music For Insomniacs
A study in deliberately soothing textures designed to give the listener space to find stillness and collapse into rest - late night lullabies.
How To Disappear Completely presents Mer de Revs II, second installment of our experimental sleep music project. Almost eighty minutes of new music composed and recorded over twelve month period (a song per month), 2016/2017. Recording this album we wanted to keep the same aesthetics - simple as possible, minimal amount of gear as possible. We hope you enjoy our latest release as much as we did recording it and we can't thank you all enough for your support. As always, thanks for listening.
Mer de Revs Sessions (Recorded in 2016/2017)
NOTE: The sound contained on this release is intended and specially designed to fit the headphones. All perceived silence and audio deformations were intended."
https://www.facebook.com/HTDC-319195858174808/
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Sunday, July 3, 2016
BEAUTY: Illustration--Emilia Dziubak
Close friends of mine know I have a thing for bunnies...and I always say at every Easter, it you want to see me turn into a five-year old boy, show me bunnies. The beautiful illustrations by Emilia Dziubak for this Polish children's story by Barbara Kosmowska about Tru the bunny look absolutely charming, and remind me so much of the lovely work of Michael Sowa (previously here) who portrays bunnies trying to maneuver and survive in a human world. The sweetness is touched by poignancy...
https://www.behance.net/emiliadziubak
https://www.behance.net/emiliadziubak
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Thursday, April 7, 2016
"Piano Concerto 1: I. Preludium: Andante con moto" by Wojciech Kilar
I have been transfixed by this piece of music for some time now and I only just realized I have yet to post it. The "Piano Concerto 1" (1996) by Polish composer Wojciech Kilar (1932-2013, probably best known for his film music for "Bram Stoker's Dracula" and "The Pianist" for which he won a César in 2003) is simply miraculous. The first movement is what seizes my heart. It starts in a gentle place, contemplative but mysterious. Soon a tension emerges, strings hanging and shimmering high above us making us hold our breath, as this contemplation turns to melancholy and sorrow but not of the paralyzing, inactive kind: the mood is ramped up into one of pounding, agonizing emotion. Kilar wants us to break, to cry, to find the ultimate cosmic compassion for all of creation. As soon as this threshold is reached, we are released...
Here is a recording of the first movement played by Waldemar Malicki and conducted by Antoni Wit with the Warsaw Philharmonic Orchestra.
Here is a recording of the first movement played by Waldemar Malicki and conducted by Antoni Wit with the Warsaw Philharmonic Orchestra.
Saturday, February 13, 2016
BEAUTY: Installation--Leon Tarasewicz
For the exhibit "Polish Painting of the 21st Century," artist Leon Tarasewicz painted the Grand Staircase at the Zachęta-National Gallery of Art in Warsaw. I love the technicolor aspect of this delightful installation... and I'm always a sucker for the spattering technique.
http://www.zacheta.art.pl/pl
http://www.zacheta.art.pl/pl
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Friday, December 2, 2011
BEAUTY: Painting--Lukasz Pazera
Polish artist, painter, and animator Lukasz Pazera has created a series of paintings based on both the concept of The Zone from the Russian science fiction novel "Roadside Picnic" by the Strugatsky Brothers (and made into a highly atmospheric film by Andrei Tarkovsky called "Stalker" which I reviewed here), and the nuclear disaster at Chernobyl. He captures the empty, disquieting landscapes of the abandoned alien visitation site from the novel, as well as the ruins of the city of Prypiat and the surrounding environs.





Top to bottom: Postcard From The Zone III; Postcard From The Zone IV; Carriage; Smell of Rain I; Forest
http://lukaszpazera.com/
http://postcardsfromthezone.com/
http://lukpazera.blogspot.com/
If you'd like to preview and then order a book of all the prints from this series, visit:
http://www.blurb.com/bookstore/detail/1290773





Top to bottom: Postcard From The Zone III; Postcard From The Zone IV; Carriage; Smell of Rain I; Forest
http://lukaszpazera.com/
http://postcardsfromthezone.com/
http://lukpazera.blogspot.com/
If you'd like to preview and then order a book of all the prints from this series, visit:
http://www.blurb.com/bookstore/detail/1290773
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