Thursday, November 5, 2026
AND. EVEN. MORE.
As votes continue to be counted, we seem to have picked up FIVE more seats for a total of 250!
Graphic from CNN.
After this truly historic and unprecedented outcome, I am full of optimism and elation, not because "we" have won and "they" are in tears ("owning the conservatives" is not a legitimate or helpful policy direction) but for the possibility that my country can return to a sense of decency and progress, to help anyone who is in need, to welcome people who are fleeing countries and regimes where they will be slaughtered, to take our place on the world stage again in terms of scientific advancements and medical research and breakthroughs, to assure people that if they have any type of medical emergency they will not automatically--and literally--lose their life savings and go bankrupt, to be abe to promote democratic values to unstable nations around the world and actually be the example we are convincing them follow, to demonstrate that we, as a nation, value kindness and are working to unify and lift up, not just locally or nationally but globally. There is a tremendous amount of work to be done and a lot of damage to fix. This crop of leaders just elected are young and motivated and I wish them the strength and perseverance necessary to do what needs to be done for all of us.
UPDATE at 2:30PM: We are at 253 now...
Graphic from CNN.
Graphic from CNN.
After this truly historic and unprecedented outcome, I am full of optimism and elation, not because "we" have won and "they" are in tears ("owning the conservatives" is not a legitimate or helpful policy direction) but for the possibility that my country can return to a sense of decency and progress, to help anyone who is in need, to welcome people who are fleeing countries and regimes where they will be slaughtered, to take our place on the world stage again in terms of scientific advancements and medical research and breakthroughs, to assure people that if they have any type of medical emergency they will not automatically--and literally--lose their life savings and go bankrupt, to be abe to promote democratic values to unstable nations around the world and actually be the example we are convincing them follow, to demonstrate that we, as a nation, value kindness and are working to unify and lift up, not just locally or nationally but globally. There is a tremendous amount of work to be done and a lot of damage to fix. This crop of leaders just elected are young and motivated and I wish them the strength and perseverance necessary to do what needs to be done for all of us.
UPDATE at 2:30PM: We are at 253 now...
Graphic from CNN.
Wednesday, November 4, 2026
AMERICAN (BLUE) TSUNAMI
I was cautiously optimistic but this is more than we could have ever hoped for ... it feels like a weight has been lifted. And it is incredible to see news footage of people not just in the United States but around the world celebrating. A crowd of young people in Melbourne, Australia jumping and dancing at the news that Democrats took the House and Senate, while others across Europe are saying "welcome back" to sanity, to fairness, to dignity. Democracy still works and there is light dawning for us all.
Graph from BBC News.
UPDATE at 4:00PM: And the right wing MAGA party continues to take an absolutely savage beating, deservedly so. We now have even more seats in the House...
Graphic from CNN.
We are seeing so many thrilling, inspiring firsts today:
--First out gay male US senator Rep. Chris Pappas, New Hampshire
--First female Native American US senator Minnesota Lt. Gov. Peggy Flanagan
--First Muslim US senator Abdul El-Sayed, Michigan
--First elected woman US senator in South Carolina Annie Andrews, South Carolina
--First female Black member of Colorado Congress Melat Kiros
--First Muslim member of Congress from New Jersey Adam Hamawy
--First Native American congresswoman in New York Rep. Claire Valdez
--First out gay member of Congress in Michigan Jeremy Moss
--First Hispanic member of Congress from Nebraska Denise Powell
--First female Black governor Keisha Lance Bottoms, Georgia
--First Black governor of Florida Rep. Byron Donalds
--First Hispanic governor of Texas Rep. Gina Hinojosa
--First female Native American governor Deb Haaland
--First woman elected governor of Ohio Amy Acton
--First female governor of Tennessee Sen. Marsha Blackburn
--First Black governor of Wisconsin David Crowley
--First Black governor of Nevada state Attorney General Aaron Ford
And right here at home, we have the first Latino elected governor of California Xavier Becerra (he got my vote!)
UPDATE at 5:30PM: HA, we keep picking up seats!
Graphic from CNN.
UPDATE at 7:00PM: Even more.
Graphic from CNN.
Graph from BBC News.
UPDATE at 4:00PM: And the right wing MAGA party continues to take an absolutely savage beating, deservedly so. We now have even more seats in the House...
Graphic from CNN.
We are seeing so many thrilling, inspiring firsts today:
--First out gay male US senator Rep. Chris Pappas, New Hampshire
--First female Native American US senator Minnesota Lt. Gov. Peggy Flanagan
--First Muslim US senator Abdul El-Sayed, Michigan
--First elected woman US senator in South Carolina Annie Andrews, South Carolina
--First female Black member of Colorado Congress Melat Kiros
--First Muslim member of Congress from New Jersey Adam Hamawy
--First Native American congresswoman in New York Rep. Claire Valdez
--First out gay member of Congress in Michigan Jeremy Moss
--First Hispanic member of Congress from Nebraska Denise Powell
--First female Black governor Keisha Lance Bottoms, Georgia
--First Black governor of Florida Rep. Byron Donalds
--First Hispanic governor of Texas Rep. Gina Hinojosa
--First female Native American governor Deb Haaland
--First woman elected governor of Ohio Amy Acton
--First female governor of Tennessee Sen. Marsha Blackburn
--First Black governor of Wisconsin David Crowley
--First Black governor of Nevada state Attorney General Aaron Ford
And right here at home, we have the first Latino elected governor of California Xavier Becerra (he got my vote!)
UPDATE at 5:30PM: HA, we keep picking up seats!
Graphic from CNN.
UPDATE at 7:00PM: Even more.
Graphic from CNN.
Monday, November 2, 2026
Il Giorno dei Morti — All Souls’ Day in Italy 2026
On November 2, Italians observe Il Giorno dei Morti, also known as La Commemorazione dei Defunti, or All Souls’ Day. Much like Mexico’s Día de los Muertos, it is a day devoted to remembering and honoring loved ones who have passed away. Following Ognissanti (All Saints’ Day) on November 1, families throughout Italy visit cemeteries, clean and decorate graves with flowers—particularly chrysanthemums—and light candles in remembrance. Churches hold special Masses and prayers for the departed.
The day also has a particularly charming place in the traditions of Italian children. In Sicily, an old custom holds that departed relatives return during the night, leaving sweets, toys, and small gifts for children. In parts of southern Italy, families prepare special treats associated with the occasion, while elsewhere regional pastries and biscuits known as ossa dei morti, or “bones of the dead,” appear in bakeries. In parts of Sardinia, children go door to door receiving treats in memory of the souls of the departed. These traditions offer children a gentle introduction to the idea that those who have died remain part of the family's story.
Although customs vary from region to region, Il Giorno dei Morti remains an occasion for families to gather, share memories, and honor the generations that came before them. Like Día de los Muertos, it reminds us that remembrance need not be solely an expression of sorrow, but can also be a celebration of love, family, and the enduring presence of those we have lost.
The day also has a particularly charming place in the traditions of Italian children. In Sicily, an old custom holds that departed relatives return during the night, leaving sweets, toys, and small gifts for children. In parts of southern Italy, families prepare special treats associated with the occasion, while elsewhere regional pastries and biscuits known as ossa dei morti, or “bones of the dead,” appear in bakeries. In parts of Sardinia, children go door to door receiving treats in memory of the souls of the departed. These traditions offer children a gentle introduction to the idea that those who have died remain part of the family's story.
Although customs vary from region to region, Il Giorno dei Morti remains an occasion for families to gather, share memories, and honor the generations that came before them. Like Día de los Muertos, it reminds us that remembrance need not be solely an expression of sorrow, but can also be a celebration of love, family, and the enduring presence of those we have lost.
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Feliz Día de los Muertos 2026!

Today is Día de los Muertos, a joyous, upbeat holiday originating in Mexico but now widely celebrated here in the United States. It is a day to celebrate and remember ancestors and departed loved ones. Altars are created in homes that feature pictures of dead loved ones along with favorite objects and food they liked when they were alive (called ofrenda or offerings), decorated sugar skulls, imagery of skeletons and calacas (a figure of a skull or a skeleton), colorful paper cut-outs, candles, and copious amounts of marigolds.
Families go to cemeteries to tend to family plots, gravesides and tombs. There is a carnival-like atmosphere in Mexico as huge crowds descend upon cemeteries to hold all night vigils and cook food not only for themselves but also for the spirits of the departed who can visit this earthly realm one night a year. Old women sit in chairs by the graves while children run and play tag, musicians play and sing, and people sit and talk with family members.
In the United States, the largest Día de los Muertos celebration is held in San Francisco. A street parade with drumming and dancing attracts thousands of people who dress up in traditional skull face paint and costumes. Nearby Garfield Park is home to many altars honoring the lives of friends and family members. Some altars invite people to participate by adding photos of lost loved ones. The video below, by KQED Arts is a wonderful introduction to the festival and its deeper meaning.
Sunday, November 1, 2026
Bonne Fête de La Toussaint 2026!
Aujourd'hui est le jour de La Toussaint en France.
Today is La Toussaint in France, a national holiday. Toussaint (pronounced "TOO-sawnt") is a combination of the word tous ("all" in French) and saint, meaning "All Saint's Day." The festival is closely related, in intent and spirit, to the Día de los Muertos (Day of the Dead) celebration in Latin cultures (previously here). It is a day to remember, celebrate, and honor departed loved ones and ancestors.
In France, the general population are not very religious, so this once-Catholic celebration has become a secular national holiday. People visit cemeteries to have picnics and to tend to the graves of family members and decorate them with chrysanthemums, a flower symbolizing death (a symbol shared with Day of the Dead); generally, the French do not use this flower for any other purpose.
La Toussaint by Emile Friant (1863-1932)
Today is La Toussaint in France, a national holiday. Toussaint (pronounced "TOO-sawnt") is a combination of the word tous ("all" in French) and saint, meaning "All Saint's Day." The festival is closely related, in intent and spirit, to the Día de los Muertos (Day of the Dead) celebration in Latin cultures (previously here). It is a day to remember, celebrate, and honor departed loved ones and ancestors.
In France, the general population are not very religious, so this once-Catholic celebration has become a secular national holiday. People visit cemeteries to have picnics and to tend to the graves of family members and decorate them with chrysanthemums, a flower symbolizing death (a symbol shared with Day of the Dead); generally, the French do not use this flower for any other purpose.
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Saturday, October 31, 2026
Happy Halloween 2026!
Happy Halloween!
The night is still
And the frost, it bites my face
I wear my silence like a mask
And murmur like a ghost
"Trick or treat"
"Trick or treat"
The bitter and the sweet
The carefree days are distant now
I wear my memories like a shroud
I try to speak, but words collapse
Echoing, echoing
"Trick or treat"
"Trick or treat"
The bitter and the sweet
I wander through your sadness
Gazing at you with scorpion eyes
Halloween... Halloween
A sweet reminder in the ice-blue nursery
Of a childish murder, of hidden lustre
And she cries
"Trick or treat"
"Trick or treat"
The bitter and the sweet
I wander through your sadness
Gazing at you with scorpion eyes
Halloween... Halloween
http://siouxsieandthebanshees.co.uk/
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Thursday, October 29, 2026
"Young and Dumb" by Everything But The Girl
Out of the blue, a new Everything But The Girl album, "Blue Reservoir" will be out on February 19, 2027. And here is the first single, "Young and Dumb" sounding like some dark, bittersweet, bossa nova jazz from their classic eponymous 1984 album.
At 17 I lived for drama
But now I don’t have the armour
Where did the wildness go
I’d like to know
I swam in a raging sea
Climbed a mountain in bad shoes
Took mysterious pills
Swore I’d always love you
Yes I’m older and wiser
I know more than I did then
But I’d give up all the wisdom
To be young and dumb again
I
I want to try
I want to live
Before I die
We don’t know
What comes next
Or how much
Time is left
So let’s drink to the future
Let’s drink to our friends
Let’s drink to just living
Like we’re young and dumb again
https://ebtg.com/
At 17 I lived for drama
But now I don’t have the armour
Where did the wildness go
I’d like to know
I swam in a raging sea
Climbed a mountain in bad shoes
Took mysterious pills
Swore I’d always love you
Yes I’m older and wiser
I know more than I did then
But I’d give up all the wisdom
To be young and dumb again
I
I want to try
I want to live
Before I die
We don’t know
What comes next
Or how much
Time is left
So let’s drink to the future
Let’s drink to our friends
Let’s drink to just living
Like we’re young and dumb again
https://ebtg.com/
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Wednesday, October 28, 2026
BEAUTY: Painting for Halloween--Cam Rackam
For Halloween, look at these glorious pieces of skeletons and skulls in such realistic detail by the extraordinary painter Cam Rackam.
Top to bottom: Be Mine; Bitter Spring; Evermore; Flora; Marigold; May Queen; Reaper; Starcrossed
Prints of these works are available at his site:
https://www.camrackam.com/
Top to bottom: Be Mine; Bitter Spring; Evermore; Flora; Marigold; May Queen; Reaper; Starcrossed
Prints of these works are available at his site:
https://www.camrackam.com/
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Monday, October 26, 2026
BEAUTY: Art--Skeletons and Skulls For Halloween 2026
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| Image sourced from the Public Domain Image Archive / The Metropolitan Museum |
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Saturday, October 24, 2026
BEAUTY: Digital Art--Eric W. Brenner
Artist Eric W. Brenner says he "uses collage, digital painting, and computer manipulation to drag surrealism kicking and screaming into the 21st century, where it belongs." I concur and love his unsettling use of shape, color, and texture in these otherworldly portraits. Wonderful work!
You can buy prints of any of his work seen at his website!
https://www.ericwbrenner.com/
You can buy prints of any of his work seen at his website!
https://www.ericwbrenner.com/
Friday, October 23, 2026
"Physicists trap a single antimatter particle for a month" by Clara Moskowitz
Physicists trap a single antimatter particle for a month
For the first time, scientists can make quantum measurements on a positron particle
by Clara Moskowitz for Scientific American
Wed, October 21, 2026 at 8:00 AM PDT
You can't hold antimatter in your hand or even in a regular laboratory apparatus. As soon as antimatter meets matter, the two tend to annihilate each other. This makes studying antimatter tricky. But now physicists have managed to trap a single subatomic particle of the stuff for months at a time in a way that allows them to study its quantum states.
Further investigations using the trap might reveal the secret of why the world around us is made of matter and not antimatter, when things could have presumably gone either way.
Every normal particle of matter has an antimatter counterpart with equal mass but opposite charge. To build their trap, physicists started with atoms of sodium 22, a radioactive isotope with a half-life of about two and a half years. When one of these atoms decays, it emits a positron—the antimatter counterpart of the electron.
"The big challenge is to persuade these positrons to slow down and then capture them," says Gerald Gabrielse, a physicist at Northwestern University, who oversaw the project. The team reported its achievement on Wednesday in Physical Review Letters.
The first step is to send the positrons through the crystal lattice of a sliver of cold tungsten. As the particles go pinballing through the material, they slow down and lose energy. "Every time they bang into something, there's a chance of annihilation, but it doesn't always happen," Gabrielse says. "If they make it to the end, they get popped out."
Next, the physicists steer the positrons along a channel using electromagnetic fields. Eventually the particles end up in a vacuum, just three tenths of a degree Celsius above absolute zero, trapped by an electric field on top and bottom and a magnetic field on the sides. "If you want to hold on to antimatter, you have to hold it in a container without walls," Gabrielse says.
This method allowed the researchers to isolate and study a solitary, lone positron for a month—and could let them do so indefinitely.
The researchers intend to use their trap to make precise measurements of the positron's magnetic moment—basically the strength and orientation of its magnetic field. To do this, they must determine two things: the energy needed to flip the direction of the positron's spin and the energy needed to make it jump from its ground state to its first excited state.
Using a similar trap setup, Gabrielse and his team have already measured the magnetic moment of an electron to a precision of one part in 10 trillion. Taking the equivalent measurement for a positron will allow them to make a crucial comparison. "We're looking to see if they have an exactly opposite magnetic moment," Gabrielse says. That's the prediction of the Standard Model of particle physics. If the two have different values, however, this could help explain why our universe is made of matter instead of antimatter.
Just after the Big Bang, scientists think there were roughly equal amounts of the two. Most of the matter and antimatter must have annihilated, but a small excess of matter was somehow left over to seed the stars and planets we see. The magnetic moment measurement is just one of many realms where physicists are seeking differences between matter and antimatter to account for this profound discrepancy.
"Turn every particle to its antiparticle, look at physics through a mirror (flipping left and right) and press the 'rewind button' to reverse the flow of time," says Roni Harnik, a theoretical physicist at the Fermi National Accelerator Laboratory in Batavia, Ill., who was not involved in the project. "Our most basic theories say that physics stays the same."
If it turns out things are different—that the positron, for instance, has a different magnetic moment than the electron—then we'd have a hint about how matter won out.
"This is an exciting development," Harnik says, "that will enable us to test a basic symmetry."
https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/physicists-trap-a-single-antimatter-particle-for-a-month/
For the first time, scientists can make quantum measurements on a positron particle
by Clara Moskowitz for Scientific American
Wed, October 21, 2026 at 8:00 AM PDT
You can't hold antimatter in your hand or even in a regular laboratory apparatus. As soon as antimatter meets matter, the two tend to annihilate each other. This makes studying antimatter tricky. But now physicists have managed to trap a single subatomic particle of the stuff for months at a time in a way that allows them to study its quantum states.
Further investigations using the trap might reveal the secret of why the world around us is made of matter and not antimatter, when things could have presumably gone either way.
Every normal particle of matter has an antimatter counterpart with equal mass but opposite charge. To build their trap, physicists started with atoms of sodium 22, a radioactive isotope with a half-life of about two and a half years. When one of these atoms decays, it emits a positron—the antimatter counterpart of the electron.
"The big challenge is to persuade these positrons to slow down and then capture them," says Gerald Gabrielse, a physicist at Northwestern University, who oversaw the project. The team reported its achievement on Wednesday in Physical Review Letters.
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| Gerald Gabrielse (top right) and his team in the lab where they trapped a positron particle for a month. Courtesy Gerald Gabrielse |
The first step is to send the positrons through the crystal lattice of a sliver of cold tungsten. As the particles go pinballing through the material, they slow down and lose energy. "Every time they bang into something, there's a chance of annihilation, but it doesn't always happen," Gabrielse says. "If they make it to the end, they get popped out."
Next, the physicists steer the positrons along a channel using electromagnetic fields. Eventually the particles end up in a vacuum, just three tenths of a degree Celsius above absolute zero, trapped by an electric field on top and bottom and a magnetic field on the sides. "If you want to hold on to antimatter, you have to hold it in a container without walls," Gabrielse says.
This method allowed the researchers to isolate and study a solitary, lone positron for a month—and could let them do so indefinitely.
The researchers intend to use their trap to make precise measurements of the positron's magnetic moment—basically the strength and orientation of its magnetic field. To do this, they must determine two things: the energy needed to flip the direction of the positron's spin and the energy needed to make it jump from its ground state to its first excited state.
Using a similar trap setup, Gabrielse and his team have already measured the magnetic moment of an electron to a precision of one part in 10 trillion. Taking the equivalent measurement for a positron will allow them to make a crucial comparison. "We're looking to see if they have an exactly opposite magnetic moment," Gabrielse says. That's the prediction of the Standard Model of particle physics. If the two have different values, however, this could help explain why our universe is made of matter instead of antimatter.
Just after the Big Bang, scientists think there were roughly equal amounts of the two. Most of the matter and antimatter must have annihilated, but a small excess of matter was somehow left over to seed the stars and planets we see. The magnetic moment measurement is just one of many realms where physicists are seeking differences between matter and antimatter to account for this profound discrepancy.
"Turn every particle to its antiparticle, look at physics through a mirror (flipping left and right) and press the 'rewind button' to reverse the flow of time," says Roni Harnik, a theoretical physicist at the Fermi National Accelerator Laboratory in Batavia, Ill., who was not involved in the project. "Our most basic theories say that physics stays the same."
If it turns out things are different—that the positron, for instance, has a different magnetic moment than the electron—then we'd have a hint about how matter won out.
"This is an exciting development," Harnik says, "that will enable us to test a basic symmetry."
https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/physicists-trap-a-single-antimatter-particle-for-a-month/
Wednesday, October 21, 2026
LGBT History Month 2026: Robert Oelbermann and Rudi Pallas
Both Robert Oelbermann and Rudi Pallas were prominent figures in the German youth movement who became victims of Nazi persecution due to their homosexuality.
Robert Oelbermann was born in 1896 in Bonn, Germany. In 1921, he and his twin brother Karl founded the Nerother Bund youth group in the Cologne region. Such youth groups were quite common at the time and focused on hiking, camping, singing folk songs (using the Zupfgeigenhansl songbook), and experiencing nature. Gay relationships sometimes developed from the intense adolescent male camaraderie, and the Nerother Bund accepted these friendships, espousing a type of "pedagogical eros."
During the Nazi persecution of homosexuals, many Hitler Youth leaders who had previously been members of the Nerother Bund youth group were arrested beginning in late 1935. Robert Oelbermann was taken into custody on February 14, 1936. In a letter written afterward, he openly defended homosexuality, calling it "the sole foundation of the state." He argued that it was an undeniable fact that all true leaders possessed same-sex inclinations and that all genuinely great achievements arose from this impulse. For these reasons, he concluded, portraying same-sex love as abnormal, pathological, or criminal was a profound injustice—damaging both to individuals and to the state itself.
In July 1936, Oelbermann was sentenced to 21 months in prison under Paragraph 175 (the German law criminalizing homosexual acts), just one of more than 50,000 men persecuted for being gay during the Nazi regime. After serving his sentence, he was taken into "protective custody" and deported to the Sachsenhausen concentration camp. There, he became an important figure, especially for prisoners marked with the pink triangle. Within the camp, he was soon known as the "leader of the 175s," as camp elder Harry Naujoks later recalled in his memoirs. As the unofficial block elder of Block 14—where many homosexual prisoners were concentrated—he was able to do much to encourage solidarity and mutual support among the pink triangle inmates. It was here that he met Rudi Pallas, a former scout leader (he formed the South Legion Youth League), physician at the Berlin University Hospital and fellow gay prisoner.
Oelbermann and Pallas together organized clandestine resistance activities among homosexual and political prisoners, doing a a great deal to foster solidarity among the gay prisoners. Lectures, musical evenings, and cabaret performances were held in Block 14. The SS eventually even imposed a ban on visits to this block, probably because they feared it could "become a central point of the camp," as the prisoner Albert Christel later reported.
Block 14 was dissolved in the spring of 1940, and most of the homosexual prisoners were transferred to other concentration camps. Oelbermann himself was transported to Dachau in August. Seven months later, on March 29, 1941, forty-four year old Robert Oelbermann died there, according to the official report, from "cardiovascular failure due to asthma and edema."
However, Pallas was released in May 1940 and sent to the Eastern Front before being taken prisoner by the Russians. He was one of the few homosexual deportees to be recognized as a "victim of war" for his anti-fascist activism. In 1952, while under investigation once again by the West German police for homosexuality, he committed suicide.
Some information above culled from The Pink Triangle, a German-language site:
http://www.rosa-winkel.de/bio-oelbermann.htm
and
The French-language Shoah Memorial site:
https://expo-homosexuels-lesbiennes.memorialdelashoah.org/robert-oelbermann-1896-1941-et-rudi-pallas-1907-1952.html
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| Robert Oelbermann in 1936 shorty before his arrest. Coll. Archive of the German Youth Movement, Witzenhausen, P1 No.914 |
Robert Oelbermann was born in 1896 in Bonn, Germany. In 1921, he and his twin brother Karl founded the Nerother Bund youth group in the Cologne region. Such youth groups were quite common at the time and focused on hiking, camping, singing folk songs (using the Zupfgeigenhansl songbook), and experiencing nature. Gay relationships sometimes developed from the intense adolescent male camaraderie, and the Nerother Bund accepted these friendships, espousing a type of "pedagogical eros."
During the Nazi persecution of homosexuals, many Hitler Youth leaders who had previously been members of the Nerother Bund youth group were arrested beginning in late 1935. Robert Oelbermann was taken into custody on February 14, 1936. In a letter written afterward, he openly defended homosexuality, calling it "the sole foundation of the state." He argued that it was an undeniable fact that all true leaders possessed same-sex inclinations and that all genuinely great achievements arose from this impulse. For these reasons, he concluded, portraying same-sex love as abnormal, pathological, or criminal was a profound injustice—damaging both to individuals and to the state itself.
In July 1936, Oelbermann was sentenced to 21 months in prison under Paragraph 175 (the German law criminalizing homosexual acts), just one of more than 50,000 men persecuted for being gay during the Nazi regime. After serving his sentence, he was taken into "protective custody" and deported to the Sachsenhausen concentration camp. There, he became an important figure, especially for prisoners marked with the pink triangle. Within the camp, he was soon known as the "leader of the 175s," as camp elder Harry Naujoks later recalled in his memoirs. As the unofficial block elder of Block 14—where many homosexual prisoners were concentrated—he was able to do much to encourage solidarity and mutual support among the pink triangle inmates. It was here that he met Rudi Pallas, a former scout leader (he formed the South Legion Youth League), physician at the Berlin University Hospital and fellow gay prisoner.
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| Rudi Pallas, from the album of his friend Fritz Nickel, ca 1930-31 Coll. Archive of the German Youth Movement, Witzenhausen N125 No.9 |
Oelbermann and Pallas together organized clandestine resistance activities among homosexual and political prisoners, doing a a great deal to foster solidarity among the gay prisoners. Lectures, musical evenings, and cabaret performances were held in Block 14. The SS eventually even imposed a ban on visits to this block, probably because they feared it could "become a central point of the camp," as the prisoner Albert Christel later reported.
Block 14 was dissolved in the spring of 1940, and most of the homosexual prisoners were transferred to other concentration camps. Oelbermann himself was transported to Dachau in August. Seven months later, on March 29, 1941, forty-four year old Robert Oelbermann died there, according to the official report, from "cardiovascular failure due to asthma and edema."
However, Pallas was released in May 1940 and sent to the Eastern Front before being taken prisoner by the Russians. He was one of the few homosexual deportees to be recognized as a "victim of war" for his anti-fascist activism. In 1952, while under investigation once again by the West German police for homosexuality, he committed suicide.
Some information above culled from The Pink Triangle, a German-language site:
http://www.rosa-winkel.de/bio-oelbermann.htm
and
The French-language Shoah Memorial site:
https://expo-homosexuels-lesbiennes.memorialdelashoah.org/robert-oelbermann-1896-1941-et-rudi-pallas-1907-1952.html
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Friday, October 16, 2026
LGBT History Month: "Buzz and Tommy" by Mantaraybryn
I posted this song back in May of this year but it seems appropriate to revisit it for LGBT History Month!
English singer-songwriter Mantaraybryn has released "Buzz and Tommy," a joyous, thrilling song celebrating authenticity in the name of those who came before us. Called "Buzz and Tommy," he says the song "started as a list of advice to my younger self, but soon became me trying to throw a lifeline to those stuck in a deep dark closet, and also an homage to the real Buzz and Tommy." The sense of the song and the powerful words make me quite emotional ... and that coupled with a powerful, anthem-sounding banger of a tune makes me soar up high and want to dance like a man possessed. Amazing work, Mantaraybryn!
And here are the real Buzz and Tommy. This photo first showed up on internet at least as early as May 25, 2016 on the IG account lgbt_history. It shows two lifeguards, presumably from 1949, Buzz and Tommy. The inscription on the reverse is heartbreaking not for what it says but for the avalanche of things it doesn't--can't--say, all the things they couldn't at the time. Of course we don't know the actual story of this photo and who these two young men were (or still are? they could be alive in their 80s-90s) but the intimacy of the inscription indicates the strong possibility that they were secret lovers.
Tell me now, what do you dread
Are there monsters under your bed
You’re in the closet and they can’t see you,
So why are you scared
Scrolling through topless men
Reminding yourself again and again
They are paid to look like that
We all age and that’s a fact
And yes some of them hate you
But they’re dying off
So go out dancing
Get with someone hot
Do it for those who wouldn’t
And those who couldn’t
For Buzz and Tommy
Writing letters when they shouldn’t
Wallflower crawling off the wall
Sunflower standing nice and tall
Big Buster, now muster
All the nerve you lost before
Get yourself into a good book
Remember how those words took
All the pain that you felt away
Now it’s all the just the same
Are you a tired Atlas?
Are you holding up the world?
Stop, drop, and roll
And it’s a disco ball
And yes some of them like you
But that’ll wear off
Do you like who you are
Do you like what you’re not
Have you done the work?
Have you put in the time?
Broken the cycle
And the family line?
Wallflower crawling off the wall
Sunflower standing nice and tall
Big Buster, now muster
All the nerve you lost before
Could be a lover boy and Casanova
An overflowing supernova
I want you to escape
Be a know-who Houdini
Got chains for days
Are you even breathing
All the nerve you lost before
Wallflower crawling off the wall
Sunflower standing nice and tall
Big Buster, now muster
All the nerve you lost before
Here are what Mantaraybryn calls the main points of his list:
1. Do the things you did fearlessly as a child before you cared about external opinions.
2. Come out sooner.
3. Go out and dance like a man possessed.
4. Even though the future seems dark, you must keep dancing.
5. Feel lucky that you are hopefully in a better situation / timeline than these secret lover lifeguards [Buzz and Tommy] from 1949.
6. Remain kind despite the closet being painful.
7. Time and youth are fleeting. You must act now.
Thanks Big Buster! I've got the dance down now ... I'm gonna dance for those who wouldn't and those who couldn't, and for Buzz and Tommy, and all who came before me.
English singer-songwriter Mantaraybryn has released "Buzz and Tommy," a joyous, thrilling song celebrating authenticity in the name of those who came before us. Called "Buzz and Tommy," he says the song "started as a list of advice to my younger self, but soon became me trying to throw a lifeline to those stuck in a deep dark closet, and also an homage to the real Buzz and Tommy." The sense of the song and the powerful words make me quite emotional ... and that coupled with a powerful, anthem-sounding banger of a tune makes me soar up high and want to dance like a man possessed. Amazing work, Mantaraybryn!
And here are the real Buzz and Tommy. This photo first showed up on internet at least as early as May 25, 2016 on the IG account lgbt_history. It shows two lifeguards, presumably from 1949, Buzz and Tommy. The inscription on the reverse is heartbreaking not for what it says but for the avalanche of things it doesn't--can't--say, all the things they couldn't at the time. Of course we don't know the actual story of this photo and who these two young men were (or still are? they could be alive in their 80s-90s) but the intimacy of the inscription indicates the strong possibility that they were secret lovers.
Tell me now, what do you dread
Are there monsters under your bed
You’re in the closet and they can’t see you,
So why are you scared
Scrolling through topless men
Reminding yourself again and again
They are paid to look like that
We all age and that’s a fact
And yes some of them hate you
But they’re dying off
So go out dancing
Get with someone hot
Do it for those who wouldn’t
And those who couldn’t
For Buzz and Tommy
Writing letters when they shouldn’t
Wallflower crawling off the wall
Sunflower standing nice and tall
Big Buster, now muster
All the nerve you lost before
Get yourself into a good book
Remember how those words took
All the pain that you felt away
Now it’s all the just the same
Are you a tired Atlas?
Are you holding up the world?
Stop, drop, and roll
And it’s a disco ball
And yes some of them like you
But that’ll wear off
Do you like who you are
Do you like what you’re not
Have you done the work?
Have you put in the time?
Broken the cycle
And the family line?
Wallflower crawling off the wall
Sunflower standing nice and tall
Big Buster, now muster
All the nerve you lost before
Could be a lover boy and Casanova
An overflowing supernova
I want you to escape
Be a know-who Houdini
Got chains for days
Are you even breathing
All the nerve you lost before
Wallflower crawling off the wall
Sunflower standing nice and tall
Big Buster, now muster
All the nerve you lost before
Here are what Mantaraybryn calls the main points of his list:
1. Do the things you did fearlessly as a child before you cared about external opinions.
2. Come out sooner.
3. Go out and dance like a man possessed.
4. Even though the future seems dark, you must keep dancing.
5. Feel lucky that you are hopefully in a better situation / timeline than these secret lover lifeguards [Buzz and Tommy] from 1949.
6. Remain kind despite the closet being painful.
7. Time and youth are fleeting. You must act now.
Thanks Big Buster! I've got the dance down now ... I'm gonna dance for those who wouldn't and those who couldn't, and for Buzz and Tommy, and all who came before me.
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Thursday, October 15, 2026
Spirit Day 2026!
Today is the sixteenth annual Spirit Day and I'm wearing purple to participate...and I hope you will too. The movement was launched in 2010 by teenager Brittany McMillan in conjunction with GLAAD (Gay and Lesbian Alliance Against Defamation) as a day to remember the young people who have taken their lives due to homophobic bullying and soul-destroying lies perpetuated by homophobic groups, both political and religious in nature (and some who think they are above the law and combine both without paying any taxes!). To show support to the LGBTQ+ youth still with us and to combat the rampant bullying and frantic hatred that still infects our country at cultural and political levels, today is a day to wear purple and demonstrate to anyone who might be feeling alone and worthless that there are many people in the world who believe in the value of their lives and souls. As a past victim of homophobic violence, physical attacks, and bullying, this observance is very close to me.
GLAAD's website says:
#SpiritDay is the world’s most visible anti-bullying movement inspiring LGBTQ youth, especially transgender and nonbinary youth to live their lives in their truth and authenticity.
This year, on Thursday, October 15th, GLAAD will organize thousands of celebrities, influential voices, news & media outlets, tv & film studios, brands & corporations, landmarks, sports leagues, tech leaders, influencers, faith groups and so many more to go purple and support LGBTQ youth by creating clear possibility models for them to thrive and be represented in the world.
While GLAAD research shows that LGBTQ acceptance is at an all-time high, so too is anti-LGBTQ discrimination and bullying. As online hate continues to foment real-world harm, coupled with the anti-LGBTQ climate of our day — from book bans to bans on drag, bans on LGBTQ history and bans on healthcare — America’s youth is particularly at-risk and has never needed our support more than right now. #SpiritDay gives LGBTQ youth, their parents and allies an opportunity to see what’s possible when we lead with acceptance.
Take the #SpiritDay pledge now to commit to going purple on Thursday, October 15th and showing LGBTQ youth you’ve got their backs!
These are frightening, disappointing statistics outlined above. No wonder gay teens take their lives at much higher rates than the national average.
Anti-LGBTQ groups are using this deliberately misleading and harmful message to spread hate: "Protect our children." But of course they don't mean protect all children from harassment, bullying, and discrimination...their form of "protection" just increases the damage done to children as evidenced by the statistics above.
For more information, to take the anti-bullying pledge, or to donate to GLAAD, please visit their website.
https://glaad.org/spiritday/
Here is a letter I wrote to anyone who needs to hear it:
Dear gay teen contemplating suicide:
You are not wrong. You are not "bad.” You are not sick, defective, or evil.
You are perfect and beautiful just the way you are.
You have done nothing wrong and you have done nothing to deserve being humiliated, punished, or hurt, either physically or emotionally.
Bullying and discrimination are never, ever innocent: the bullies are the ones who are wrong, bad, and sick for hurting you.
Don’t believe anyone who tells you that you are any less of a human being than they are. Don’t believe anyone who tells you being gay is a choice or that being gay is about behavior; you are who you are. Embrace yourself and be proud of being alive.
You have value. You have as much right to be here on this planet as anyone else.
It may seem like the world is against you now, but know there are people for you out there, there are places for you out there. You will be happy, you will get to live YOUR life the way YOU want to, without having to pay any attention to the bullies or whatever “bible” nonsense some people might throw at you… you are not "impure," "immoral," "unnatural," or "against nature." Those are just ridiculous, ugly lies they tell to mask their hatred, fear, and prejudice.
You will survive and thrive! You get to live here. This is your RIGHT.
You might turn out to be an important author, a doctor who cures a disease, a famous designer, someone who invents a new type of metal alloy, an inspiring performer… or you might end up working with kids who need to hear that they have value and are perfect the way they are.
Please stick around.
Please.
We need you.
Keep yourself safe.
Love,
JEF
To help, please visit:
The Trevor Project
And please spread the word about this issue and these sites--you never know who might need to hear about them.
Love,
JEF
To help, please visit:
The Trevor Project
And please spread the word about this issue and these sites--you never know who might need to hear about them.
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